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and kept wanting to go out side so to relax her we decided it was time to go home and let the rest be
born at home OH by the way the vet bill was 1500.00 with no employee discount

funn yet UMMMMMM NOT Yet maybe once i go home we usually have the best for last right
NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

by 1030pm Monday night vet called me to ask me how things where and jenna didn't do anything
since we got home
he had my 2 daughters meet him to give Trisha another shot for jenna of patosen ( contraction
medication and calcium sugars)

i left the room for 10 min tops to put my 2 year old daughter Emmy to bed kid was fussy took 10 min
change diaper pajamas bottle i walked back into my daughter Trisha room and jenna was licking a
puppy i turned the light up higher and POOF funn NO HORRIFIED

she had eaten half a puppy

i freaked out called the vets cell phone hysterical something is wrong with my dog she ate a puppy
after 5 min screaming for help the vet calmed me down to take the puppy and tell him what i was
seeing

this is what i saw

horrible
is this fun? i don't call this fun let me double check

ummm nope not fun yet

jenna is getting fixed after all of this

we got 4 out of 9 pups

so where you get the fucken ADASITY to sit in your fucken delusional world like you know me from
a whole in the wall or any other breeder who doesn't give rights just at the drop of a hat im gona tell
you what they might be scared to say go fuck your self .how's that for rude lady. i go threw this hell
of breeding to get a nice healthy puppy in the arms of some family that loves that dog and thinks the
shih tzu sprinkle fairy dropped them off on my door step and i sit there sick on Tuesday with the
pukes and diarrhea because i cant get the picture of a half eaten puppy out of my head when i turn
the lights off as i try to keep my self strong in front of my kids to teach them that if you want to
breed right this is what happens some times..so if i don't want to give breeding right to anyone
because i don't think they could handle their precious pet going threw this shit then that's my
business as for you good luck in your breeding career and im sure that i will keep tabs on you so this
way i can see how wonderful you become
or maybe some day you will wake up from your dream fantasy world that breeding is so wonderfull
and funn and email me that i was totally right
now that would be funn
oh and PS yes its crossed my mind many times to quit even the last time with china at 3 years old
who had a stroke in labor we lost her and 5 out of 6 pups 7500.00 later couldn't find anything wrong
with her i called in the best vets that 24 hrs of hell for her to spend 1 week in the best emergency pet
hospital in the state for them to tell me "we dont know whats wrong with her"
but you know what if we all just let everyone do what they wanted there wouldn't be any good shih
tzu's they would be extinct we would have just the puppy millers making shih tzus

bottom line is tell me what you want in a dog and respect my decision
other wise go fuck your self

now i can sleep good tonight

sonia
peace